Longing.

that morning, I missed. remember my morning was greeted with enthusiasm. that my feet are running fast to catch up.

when it rains, I miss. remembering the grains of memories were present like a rainstorm that slowly came down to touch my fingers.

at dusk, I longed. considering the pink hue you presented during that time.

that night, I longed. considering that my night is always filled with my night prayer prayer for a whole name.

really i miss. miss you that slowly come fill my day.
allow me to keep your name until I want it.
let me name you secretly.
let me seduce Him so that there is a destiny that will unite us.
let me keep this feeling until I realize that this must stop.

but if there is a destiny that allows me to continue this feeling, then I will regard it as the ijabah of my every prayer